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[Sep. 19th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
Bad things only happen when I eat. When I don't, the world stays sane. When I do, it all goes to hell.
Jack also agrees that I need to stop eating. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|07:26 pm] |
Past few days have really sucked. I'm so depressed for no goddamn reason, and I've been bingeing at EVERY meal. Reverting back to COE tendencies, even though I'm starting to realize how much I hate food. When I eat, I feel hungry all the time, but it's so much easier to just give in and not think about restricting when my defenses are down. It really, really sucks.
Today an odd thing happened. Abe got into an arguement with me over ED criteria. Not about me or mine. Just in general. He said something was anorexia, when it was bulimia (light restriction and constantly purging with laxies.) Duh. Bulimia with anorexic tendencies. Even then BMI says it isn't anorexia. I told him I was willing to concede EDNOS, but he wouldn't accept that. Oh, well, whatever. He then asked me how would I know. Like hell was I going to tell him.
Whatever. |
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